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*sigh*

I made a BIG mistakes this week and i regret it so much..

I was so lame n stupid at that time and i couldn't think of any good reason why i behave like that.. It was so not me! I can't stop from blaming myself for hurting someone's feeling with my 'harsh words'. Who am i  laa to say such word! Ayoyoo! Grr.. (Ketuk kepala 10 kali!)

Sometimes i just hate my job because it took away all my sweet girly attitude and happy-go-lucky person in me that i used to be. From day 1, I work so hard just to pleased people around me and now, i started to become like an ugly monster and so mean when they didn't pleased me and not up to my standard.. Huhuhu.. (Seriosly, terbayangkan Wilhemina dalam Ugly Betty. Huhu)

Darn!

How I wish i can erase that moment in my mind.. But, there's a say.. 'life is just like writing with a pen.. u can cross out your past but u can't erase it'..

Definitely not a good ending that i expected for 2010.. But it's a year full of ups an downs and i will cherish every moments and learn my lesson from all the wrongdoings and flaws. Let's hope for a great new year, people! May we all be blessed and surrounded with loads of loves

To everyone that i hurt..I'm soOOooo sorry and i will try to fix my emotion and work extra hard to be a better person ;)

seposhen-dua : need to get loose a lil' bit and enjoy life to the max!.. i missed the old me ;'(

Kita minum dulu! ;p

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Terima kasih rakan ;)

Hi all!

Bengkel ISP yang bosan tahap gaban

Saat entry ini ditulis, saya sudah menghabiskan dua bar coklat  dengan lahapnya sebelum ditegur oleh rakan sekerja yang baik hati.

'Mana tak sakit kepala asik makan coklat je. Ya ampun tengok stok cokelat diaaaa..!'

...cengkerik.... cengkerik... cengkerik...

'saya stress kak', jawab dengan skema. Hehehe

Kebelakangan ini kerja begitu menimbun-nimbun. Semua mahu segera. Deadline kerja boleh dikatakan tiada logika. Tapi kan udah namanya kerja.. Kerja itu tanggungjawab.. Haruslah buat sehabis baik.

 Bila stress, ramai yang beri nasihat.. 'take it easy'.. 'semua ni dunia je'

Tapi semalam, semasa on the way menghadiri wedding rakan di Penang, a very good friend of mine yang kerja hakikinya dok  cari kawasan  untuk menggali minyak telah sedikit sebanyak membuka minda yang dah hampir-hampir sempit kerana motivasi yang merudum ini.. Katanya,

'Memang kerja ni dunia je, tapi kerja ni kan ibadah.. Apa yang di dunia ni yang kita nak bawa ke akhirat. Ko patut fikir bekerja ni bukan untuk kepuasan orang lain atau atas suruhan orang lain. Bukan semata-mata untuk duit atau pangkat. Kerja untuk kepuasan sendiri lebih best dari nak pleased orang sekeliling'

Fiu~ Fiu~

Terima kasih rakan! ;)

Kamilah duta pau..thee hee hee

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